I used to believe that I would change so much about my life if I could. Now I realize that of course I wouldn’t. To change any of my life would be to change it all. To change it all would mess with my now. My now includes my daughters, my writing, my reading, the certain knowledge that I can overcome things I never thought I could, and so much more. A now without any of that is unthinkable.
What a journey my life is turning out to be, not because of anything tangible I gain, but because of whom and what I love.